final paper as a medical student..

6 tahun...

serasa masa itu seakan lama...

realitinya, sungguh kejap masa berlalu....

tanpa sedar usiaku juga menginjak laju...

meniti hari2 yang penuh liku..

kaki ini perlu terus melangkah..

walau tidak pasti apa yang bakal muncul di hadapan..

jiwa ini perlu terus bersemangat...

kerana perjuangan ini bukan hanya berakhir di sini...

masih banyak ilmu yang perlu ditimba..

masih banyak pengalaman yang perlu dicari...

masih banyak cerita yang perlu diterokai..

 perjuangan yang sebenar bakal bermula..

perjuangan yang menuntut kekuatan yang lebih utuh..

perjuangan yang bakal menguji seluruh jiwa dan raga...

perjuangan yang mungkin diselangi air mata..

perjuangan yang banyak meruntun hati doktor2 muda...

moga kita terus tabah dan kuatkan hati...

moga kita menjadi penawar duka sang pesakit..

moga kita menjadi perawat setia..

bukan hanya anggota tapi hati mereka juga...

menjadi yang "istimewa" itu bukannya mudah...

tapi,bukankah itu pilihan kita?

Alhamdulillah....alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah.....

tadi berakhirlah sudah paper yang terakhir-YA!!!!yang terakhir sebagai seorang pelajar perubatan...tiada lagi exam selepas ini(kecuali kalau x lulus).insyallah,berdoa moga semua rakan2 saya termasuklah diri saya lulus dengan cemerlang dan dapat grad dgn hati yang senang...

Tiada kata dapat diungkap betapa lega seluruh hati dan minda apabila terlepas satu beban yang dirasa amat berat...Exam kali ni memang berat,sebab banyak sgt buku kena baca..Tapi,alhamdulillah dapat juga lalui saat2 kesukaran ini dan akhirnya Allah kurniakan ketenangan yang sangat bermakna..

"maka sesunguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan.Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan"

(surah Asy-Syarh:5-6)

Sungguh perjuangan ini masib belum berakhir.Masih banyak ilmu yang perlu dikutip.Masih banyak pengalaman yang perlu dicari.Menjadi doktor bukan pekerjaan yang mudah seperti yang kita fikirkan.Pekerjaan ini adalah satu ibadah dan pekerjaan ini memerlukan komitmen yang tinggi serta kesabaran yang jitu dari kita.

Kita bukan sahaja perlu merawat tubuh badan seseorang,tapi kita juga perlu merawat hati2 mereka.Tambah2 lagi dengan suasana masyarakat Malaysia yang kucar kacir..insyallah..Moga Allah memberkati perjuangan ini!!

Moga kaki ini terus kuat melangkah ke hadapan!!!

doakan saya dan rakan2 seperjuangan saya...(^.^)

exam fever...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It's been a while dan rasanya the last time i wrote it was about the Egypt Presidential Election with Dr Mohd Morsi had became a winner and currently being the president of Egypt..alhamdulillah..

Actually,i had been busy with my studying and not in the mood to write here.Lagipun,xde idea lorrr..It's my final exam before i graduate this October and without knowing, me and my friends,we were trying and struggling harder than before-partly because we don't want to fail and repeat the exam paper again and partly because THIS IS OUR LAST EXAM...sob..sob...sob...nanti dah xde exam dah..kan rindu kangg...So,we just want to do our best this time,to make it one of the cheerish unforgettable memory. Unfortunately,this time we had to face the most difficult subject in the medicine-Internal Medicine and Surgery.Yes,it was difficult for me....soo many topic to cover(eg of int med::50 topics of lecture+additional topic,ILA+TBL) with a very very limited time-8 days.

But,praise to Allah and alhamdulillah...after continously struggled about 8 days to cover all the topic of internal medicine,i had completed my int med exam yesterday.I can't explained my feeling-overjoyed and soo relieved-padahal x tau berapa la prof bagi markah..hehe..But,i had tried my best and now tawakkal lah pada Allah..

                          this is all the int medicine books...soo many...belum tambah kumar and oxford lagi tu...

Although it was a tough and miserable days ,but i'm still felt grateful to Allah that help me to go through this difficulties.Without  help from HIM,i don't think i capable to walk alone in this journey.Ahaaa...one more thing,I'm not felt stressed at all,although i read the books day and night.My day was like a normal one-it was such a blessing from Allah.(tapi nak cakap,saya ni memangla susah nak stress,hati rasa tenang macam xde ape2 tapi  dalaman rasanya stress kot,i mean my physiological hormone ke,cellular element ke)

I want to share ayat from Al-Quran which pictured my relief:

" So verily, with every difficulty there is relief: (repeated) Verily, with every difficulty there is relief." Surah Asy Syarh [5-6]

Al- Quran is great right?Already it said when u faced a difficulties in your life and you tried,you struggled soo hard to overcome it and at the end you will feel relieve-a great burden disappear,and u will feel happy and calm.

ok...still 1 more paper to go-SURGERY..i hope my strength and my spirit will not fade away..oh ya,ramadhan is just around the corner-about 4 days from now.I hope i can use time wisely,studying and also do amal ibadat in this Ramadhan..insyallah..=)