28 February 2008

nisa'

Wahai wanita tidak bertudung,
Sungguh cantik alunan rambut mu,
Bebas menggerbang kemas terikat,
Terserlah di bawah cahaya mentari,
Mentari dunia yang tak sehebat neraka,
Iaitu api yang kan membakar rambut mu,
di hari akhirat hari penentu,
maka hanguslah segalanya,
hilanglah cantik alun rambut mu,
tiada lagi yang menggerbang,
tiada lagi yang terserlah.
Oleh itu jadikanlah diri mu,
Sebahagian daripada wanita-wanita yang bertudung.

Wahai wanita yang bertudung,
Sungguh cantik alas kepala mu,
Ringkas pendek tersempang rapi,
Tersembul jambul tertutup dahi,
Terserlah lah bentuk tubuh,
Mengapa tidak dilindungi?
Rimaskah dengan tudung labuh ke dada?
Panaskah dengan pakaian sedemikian rupa?
Tidakkah kau ingat,
Kepanasan api neraka itu lagi hebat membakar,
Menjilat rentung kesemua mereka yang ingkar,
Mereka itu wanita yang tak bertudung,
Kau tidak ubah seperti mereka walau bertudung,
Oleh itu jadikanlah dirimu,
Sebahagian daripada mereka yang bertudung,
Bertudung labuh hingga ke paras dada.


Wahai wanita bertudung labuh,
Sungguh cantik terlindung rambut mu,
Sungguh ayu tertutup bentuk tubuhmu,
Yang terzahir jelas gaya kesopananmu,
Mengaburi segala yang tersirat di hati,
hanya diri sendiri yang menghakimi,
mungkin suci ikhlas kerana Illahi,
atau berdebu dengan sebab duniawi,
riak wajah nampak tawadhu’,
riak jiwa rupanya menunjuk-nunjuk,
alangkah ruginya andai benar begitu,
kerna azab masih tak terlepas dari mu,
serupalah sahaja diri mu ditunggu,
diseksa tidak ubah seperti wanita tak bertudung,
sama dengan mereka yang menyempang tudung,
oleh itu jadikanlah dirimu,
sebahagian daripada mereka yang bertudung,
bertudung labuh hingga ke paras dada,
tersemat jua bersamanya rasa taqwa.

Wahai wanita yang bertaqwa,
Andai kau telah sampai ke tahap ini,
Dengan akhlak mahmudah terpahat di hati,
Syariat islam sebati dalam diri,
Maka layaklah dikau mendapat ganjaranNya,
Yang dijanjikan di akhirat nanti,
Dan tatkala di dunia ini lagi,
Muslimah solehah kau digelari,
Menjadi idaman setiap muslim soleh,
Yang sukar sekali untuk diperoleh,

Wahai muslimah solehah pula,
Jadilah mukminah mujahidah,
Mujahidah yang akan menyeru,
Agar ditinggalkan dirinya yang dahulu,
Mujahidah yang akan berdakwah,
Agar diri dan umat berubah,
Mujahidah yang akan mengajak,
Agar islam kembali tertegak.

Dengarlah wahai wanita..
Sahutlah seruan ini..

20 February 2008

ICDL Exam..


So bored here…there’ nothing that we can do except just put our focus on the screen of computer…tried to access the internet to open the UTUSAN MALAYSIA…before that I see a great shock news”gempa bumi di Indonesia”baru nak baca,cepat2 tutup because the teacher came in…but then,what a dissappointment…we can’t access the intenet(maybe they can detect us for abusing their service…it’s already 12.20 p.m and my group didn’t start yet….my group is the 2nd group from 6 groups that had been arranged..how much we must awaited??


We already waited for about 3 hours and some minutes..this really made me sick but  I said to myself…”sabar..sabar…all peoples here also felt like u..just tried to build more patience in your heart and everything will be fine…yaaa…so then,I’m busied myself by express myself in this story…

I hate to wait..it’s just like  a waste of time to wait like these..but.what can I do??nothing than continuously wait and wait…what if we will sit here until night will approach..waaaaa….please someone…is there anyone can help me to diminish this loneliness…kebetulan my friends going to pray..i can’t because my name will be called next..


But then…I’m realized that we must always being optimistic…although you are alone tried to make yourself happy and try to cheer your self by doing something that you like although it’s a stupid thing…

 I started to imagine about the future’s life,there’s must be in certain condition that you must be alone…be independent,live with yourself,decide all thing by yourself..it’s one of the maturation process…by the way,u must also remember oe very important thing which after u are dead, will be someone that will accompany u  when are buried under the ground?ONLY YOURSELF OK!!

It is impossible right…so,never felt sad when u are alone..although there is no one that can accompany you,always remember that Allah will always by your side every day,each hour,each minute and even each seconds…I’m grateful  to remember that He is always accompanied me and never left me alone…moreover He is the greatest friend right??



PRAISE TO ALLAH…ALHAMDULILLAH WASYUKURLILLAH




look at me...



What do you see when you look at me?
Do you see someone limited or someone free?
All people can do is just look and stare
Simply because they can’t see my hair

Others think I’m controlled and uneducated
They think I’m limited and unliberated
They are so thankful that they are not me
Because they would like to remain ‘free’

Well, free isn’t exactly word I would’ve used
Describing women who are cheated on and abused
They think that I don’t have opinions or voice
They think that being hooded is not my choice

They think that the hood makes me feel caged

That my husband or dad is totally outraged
All they can do is look at me in fear
And my eye there is a tear
Not because I’ve been stared or made fun of
But because people are ignoring the One up above

On the Day of Judgment they’ll be the fools
Because they are too ashamed to play by their own rules.

Maybe the guys won’t think I’m a cutie
But at least I’m filled with more inner beauty
See, I’ve declined from being a guy’s toy
Because I won’t let myself controlled by a boy

Real men are able to appreciate my mind
And aren’t busy looking at my behind
Hooded girls are the one who really helping the Muslims cause
The role that we play definitely deserve applause

I’ll be recognize because I’m smart and bright
And some people are inspired by my sight
The smart ones are inspired by my tranquility
In the back of their mind they wish they were me
We have the strength to do what we think is right
Even if it means putting a life long fight

You see we are not controlled by a mini skirt or a tight skirt
We are given only respect and never treated like dirt
So you see we are the ones that are free and liberated
We are not the ones who are sexually terrorized and violated

We are the ones that are free and pure
We are free of STD’s that has no cure
So when people ask you how you feel about the hood
Just say it up by saying, “baby, it’s all good”

boring day...


So bored here…there’ nothing that we can do except just put our focus on the screen of computer…tried to access the internet to open the UTUSAN MALAYSIA…before that I see a great shock news”gempa bumi di Indonesia”baru nak baca,cepat2 tutup because the teacher came in…but then,what a dissappointment…we can’t access the intenet(maybe they can detect us for abusing their service…

it’s already 12.20 p.m and my group didn’t start yet….my group is the 2nd group from 6 group
s that had been arranged..how much we must awaited?? We already waited for about 3 hours and some minutes..this really made me sick but I said to myself…”sabar..sabar…all peoples here also felt like u..just tried to build more patience in your heart and everything will be fine…yaaa…so then,I’m busied myself by express myself in this story…


I hate to wait..it’s just like a waste of time to wait like these..but.what can I do??nothing than continuously wait and wait…is that we will sit here until night will approach..waaaaa….please someone…is there anyone can help me to diminish this loneliness…kebetulan my friends going to pray..i can’t go with them because my name will be called next..



But then…I’m realized that we must always being optimistic…although you are alone tried to make yourself happy and try to cheer your self by doing something that you like although it’s a stupid thing to do… I started to imagine about the future’s life,there’s must be in certain condition that you must be alone…be independent,live with yourself,decide all thing by yourself..it’s one of the maturation process…by the way,u must also remember is it u will be accompanied by someone else when u are buried under the ground after your death??

It is impossible right…so,never felt sad when u are alone..although there is no one that can accompanied you always remember that Allah will always by your side every day,each hour,each minute and even each seconds…I’m grateful to remember that He is always accompanied me and never left me alone…moreover He is the greatest companion right??


PRAISE TO ALLAH…ALHAMDULILLAH WASYUKURLILLAH

19 February 2008

dedicated to all my special friends

friends...

without being by your side each seconds,without being able to comfort u each time when u are in trouble,without being so concern about your condition,without being available to talk to u each day,without being a good listener to all of your problem,and without being a good friend to u,I'm apologized for all the thing that i can't do..but,believe me..deep here in my heart,if u can look inside I always remember our precious memories together and definetely I will never never and never forget all of u for entire of my life..insyallah...biiznillah..


i'm forwarded to dedicate this song to all my beloved friends for all of your concern,honesty,love,sincerity and how all of you had teached me the value of friendship..May Allah S.W.T blessed of us with HIS light and may this friendship remain abadan abada until at the end of our death....


enjoy this song and remember me...:-)








Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you’re headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you’re feelings take
you down,
It’s so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there’s many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you
by your side,



And when you need a shoulder to cry on,
When you need a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won’t be alone, cause I’ll be there,
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on,
I’ll be there,
I’ll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
you won’t be alone, cause I’ll be there.

All of the times when everything is wrong
And you’re feeling like
There’s no use going on
You can’t give it up
I hope you work it out and carry on
Side by side,
With you till the end
I’ll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
no matter what is said or done
our love will always continue on



Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
you won’t be alone cause I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be the one you rely on
when the whole world’s gone
you won’t be alone
cause I’ll be there!

And when the whole world is gone
You’ll always have my shoulder to cry on….


last but not least,as long as u are my friend i will not hesitated to lend my shoulder to you...(not include the opposite sex...:p

13 February 2008

what a coincidence...






huhu...actually i have met this guy last year in the train when me and my housemates went to Cairo(halfway trip before go to Sinai)....i can't believe it at first that he can speak bahasa melayu fluently(ok la kan,bukannya teruk sangat,lagi2 when he can speak in loghat kelate....huhu..

when he enter the train from Tanta and he stand just 1meter in front of us,we felt stranged(little bit of afraid also) when he always look at us(like curi2 pandang)...then,after about half an hour later,he started converse with us and i remember clearly the first word he asked us

"where are u come from??(in english)

but then,when we answered that we came from Malaysia,abruptly terus dia cakap melayu.. all 5 of us were astonished...how come pak arab can speak malay..The first person that we meet can speak melayu dengan lancarnya....huhu..can't believe it..then,he storied us about how he can speaks Malay...his stay in Malaysia..how much he likes "BUDU"...n bla..bla...

after arrrived at Ramsis Train Station in Cairo,we were part aparted...before that,he got a chance to give us his business card...


this is the card..i'm still keep it in my dompet...huhu


But then,someone remind us to be careful...just maybe that it is a trap...a trap for girls like us which are not matured enough to analyse whether it is lie or not.....ya ker we are not growing yet??huhuu...after all,we realised the circumtances and the result of our action(layan dia bercakap)...ya..maybe...we don't knew what other peoples think right??

Then,after asar we stepped at Ma'rad Kutub(annual event in Egypt)..and we met him again n he asked"nak gi mano??"...but as we were afraid, all of us run immediately as faster as we can ...takut la...i'm felt like my heart undergo tachycardia right then...huhu...so afraid...then,we went back to ARMA...n went to SINai..

months by months.. we don't ever talk about him as we accused him as a bad person...huhu..

and the time flow 24 hours per day...
but then...can u guess what happened??

we were very suprised when we saw him in You Tube interviewed by TV3...aaaaaaa......so,he said the truth then...he is innocent...he is good man readily...huhu..we were very sorry ustaz...


so,my friend...

never never and never judges people with the first sight just like the phrase of "never judge a book by it's cover"...... before u accused them jahat or baik,u must know about them first...tak kenal makan tak cinta...but then,u also must remember to be careful with foreign peoples(orang yang baru2 kenal) as we don't knew much about them and we already knew that in this world there are some human have a heart that masked with a dark blood and some of them with a white blood..

kabar rindu....

recently..someone asked me what will i do if i miss someone that i loved??? and,sincerely from my heart i like to hear this song when i miss someone...this song just like made me felt great and relieved as my missing is converted into this song to passed to the particular person that i missed...what can i say ya??oooo...it's being like connection between me and the one that i missed..





Apa agaknya khabarmu di sana?
Di sini ku sedang dibelenggu rindu
Beginikah rasa seksa perpisahan
Sungguh anehnya hidup berasingan

Hati terasa bagai tertinggal di situ
Meskipun tubuh dah jauh beribu batu
Sesaat seperti tahun lamanya
Semasa kau tiada
Apa yang terdaya…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Jauh sekali hidup di sini berbeza
Beribu kali lagi ku selesa di sana
Tak sabar menantikan detik kepulangan
Namun hingga itu
Apa yang termampu…

Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh

Terlintas di fikiran untuk meminggirkan saja
Semua pencarian di sini
Tetapi ini sebahagian dari pengorbanan
Bekalan andainya hari sukar mencabar

07 February 2008

pergi dan kembali.....

sejak dua menjak ni....
banyak betul kes macam ni...
tak senang duduk juga diriku apabila memikirkannya...
dengar citer...
ayah si dia ni meninggal....

tak lama kemudian..mak si dia tu meninggal...
pastu,bapak si teman ni kembali ke rahmatullah...


tahun ni jer dah banyak kes cam ni berlaku kat student Alex...

adala tambah tolak
dalam 5-6 kes....
aku hanya terkelu,..
tidak di sangka akan berlaku perkara sebegini...
lebih2 lagi pada teman2ku..
hanya doa ku panjatkan..
semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman....


semakin aku dewasa...

semakin aku menghargai sebuah kehidupan...
eratnya perhubungan...

kasih sayang tiada sempadan...

namun,tiada apa yang dapat menghalang takdir
tiada siapa dapat melawan kehendakNya..

semua ini membuatkan aku sedar..
hidup hanya satu persinggahan...
untuk menguji hamba-hambaNya...
adakah bisa menempuh semua halangan...


kuharapkan cahaya...
cahaya...datanglah...
datang kepadaku...

leraikan sebuah ketidakpastian ini...
aku memohon kepadaMu...

mereka sudah kembali..
kita di sini bagaimana pula???

adakah akan terus begini..
selama-lamanya....??


hidup ini janjinya pasti mati...tiada yang kekal abadi...

06 February 2008

today is a day...tomorrow??

lama rasanya tak mengupdate blog..bukan kerana malas tetapi kerana dikejar hambatan exam yang bukan calang2 exam(final exam ni...untuk sem 1 tahun 2)masa semakin sempit..diri terhimpit,dada sesak..please help me out!!huhu..

semangat!!!
semangat!!!!

sikit jer lagi...bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian...u already knew that medical study is not an easy one..only choosen peoples can get through it..and u are one of them...

yup..
i must!!!
i must!!!

hari ini bersamaan 6 hb 2008 exam written pharmacology menjadi taruhan...alhamdulillah,semuanya berjalan dengan lancar..adala 2-3 soalan yang keliru but it's more better than the pathology and microb exam..

i pray...
i pray...
i pray that the prof whose marken my paper are good peoples...so that,my little mistakes will be forgiven...

then,i went to the bank(nak ambik duit,nak go Luxor pasni...yay!!yay!!but,what a dissappointment when the manager in the bank said that,server is down...so I can't wihdraw my money now..but after 30 minutes...oooo..then,where should I go to spend this 30 minutes??huhu..


ooo...my MP4..need to repair...dah rosak ari tu bila pakcik arab tu tukar cermin MP4 ni(cermin dia pecah sebab tertindih ngan buku2)...sampai hati pakcik buat saya...:-(

sambil jalan,menikmati keindahan alam...dengan aiskrim di tangan...nikmatnya..

what a disappointment....the shop also closed..huhu...so,nampaknya kena patah balik ke bank..rasanya dah cukup 30 minit..

dalam perjalanan,adusss...i see someone..dia pandang pelik jer,yerla..dah la jalan sengsorang..kebetulan semalam pun,terserempak ngan dia,dahla masa maghrib...tapi..semalam saya gi kelas mengaji..pastu balik tu,it's already maghrib..what can I do??today,with the same person again...emmm....takperla dia nak oikir apa..itu hak dia..asalkan as long i don't do nothing wrong i feel it really ok.....

actually,i don't like to walk alone...but in certain situation serba salah dibuatnya to ask my fried to accompany me..i'm afraid that i'm stealed her time..lebih2 lagi time nak exam ni..

time is like gold..maybe precious more than gold...


but...
sometimes i like to walk around with myself..
to see the peoples around me...
with different characters...
different events..
diferent faces..some with smiling,some with anger,some with their own way..

this really made me so calm..
i don't knew why...
but i like that...
maybe this made me more appreciate my life..
how I'm being grateful to have a pair of eye that can see all these..
with a complete hand and foot to hold ice cream and to walk...
how i'm being grateful for being myself...
although sometimes i want to be anyone else..


yaa....appreciate your life,and everything will be ok then either u will face a dark tunnel without a light of candle.
..