16 July 2012

exam fever...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It's been a while dan rasanya the last time i wrote it was about the Egypt Presidential Election with Dr Mohd Morsi had became a winner and currently being the president of Egypt..alhamdulillah..

Actually,i had been busy with my studying and not in the mood to write here.Lagipun,xde idea lorrr..It's my final exam before i graduate this October and without knowing, me and my friends,we were trying and struggling harder than before-partly because we don't want to fail and repeat the exam paper again and partly because THIS IS OUR LAST EXAM...sob..sob...sob...nanti dah xde exam dah..kan rindu kangg...So,we just want to do our best this time,to make it one of the cheerish unforgettable memory. Unfortunately,this time we had to face the most difficult subject in the medicine-Internal Medicine and Surgery.Yes,it was difficult for me....soo many topic to cover(eg of int med::50 topics of lecture+additional topic,ILA+TBL) with a very very limited time-8 days.

But,praise to Allah and alhamdulillah...after continously struggled about 8 days to cover all the topic of internal medicine,i had completed my int med exam yesterday.I can't explained my feeling-overjoyed and soo relieved-padahal x tau berapa la prof bagi markah..hehe..But,i had tried my best and now tawakkal lah pada Allah..


                          this is all the int medicine books...soo many...belum tambah kumar and oxford lagi tu...


Although it was a tough and miserable days ,but i'm still felt grateful to Allah that help me to go through this difficulties.Without  help from HIM,i don't think i capable to walk alone in this journey.Ahaaa...one more thing,I'm not felt stressed at all,although i read the books day and night.My day was like a normal one-it was such a blessing from Allah.(tapi nak cakap,saya ni memangla susah nak stress,hati rasa tenang macam xde ape2 tapi  dalaman rasanya stress kot,i mean my physiological hormone ke,cellular element ke)

I want to share ayat from Al-Quran which pictured my relief:

" So verily, with every difficulty there is relief: (repeated) Verily, with every difficulty there is relief." Surah Asy Syarh [5-6]

Al- Quran is great right?Already it said when u faced a difficulties in your life and you tried,you struggled soo hard to overcome it and at the end you will feel relieve-a great burden disappear,and u will feel happy and calm.

ok...still 1 more paper to go-SURGERY..i hope my strength and my spirit will not fade away..oh ya,ramadhan is just around the corner-about 4 days from now.I hope i can use time wisely,studying and also do amal ibadat in this Ramadhan..insyallah..=)


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